Peaceful weekend

This morning, i was supposed to go swimming with satya and christine but end up..i'm the one who ffk-ed them...haha...sorry babe >.< my mom wanted to visit my uncle in subang jaya hospital. So yea, i woke up around 12sth, get myself ready and head to see my uncle. He was really ill =( . He couldn't even speak properly or even move because he was in so much of pain.. T.T He kinda hurt his back and his bone has always been weak..so yea...he gotta undergo some surgery to connect his bone o sth like that... *i'll pray for u ..get well soon =)* So while i was walking to my uncle's room, my spleen hurts again...as usual...so my mom went and bought kit kat for me...so sweet of her right? teehee~ I was basically walking around the hospital while eating the kit kat...woots! so after visiting my uncle, we went to have our lunch and get our hair done.. Other than shopping, i love to go to saloon. *wink* I plan to keep my hair long, so for now i'm just gonna keep my hair in a good condition. Which means, i gotta do hair treatment at least once a month =) my mom bought the product from the saloon so now we can go there anytime to get the treatment...wee~ how awesome is that?! and on top of all, this special fren of mine just send me her master piece and it's just for me....gagaga....she's such a nice fren..*heart you so so so so much!* ^^

Should i dye this color??

What am I to you?

You say you like me, but u always complain about me.

You lift me up then you break me down.

You gave me hope and you take it away

Every step i take is a mistake to you.

So what am i to you?

Do you feel me like you used to?

Am i the same person like i used to?

My confidence starts to fade away because of you.

You are my weakness.

Is this good or bad?

I'm not sure about this....

Maybe i should change like what you told me to do.

Maybe, you were right about everything.

But if i do, it won't be me anymore.

I hate this part...and i hate for who am i to you.

Because of you, i shed my tears.

I hate myself for being this way.

I feel disgusted about everything....

But in the end, you mean the world to me.

There's nothing more i can say....

Undisclosed Desire

I know you've suffered

But I don't want you to hide

It's cold and loveless
I won't let you be denied

Soothing
I'll make you feel pure
Trust me
You can be sure
I want to reconcile the violence in your heart
I want to recognise your beauty's not just a mask
I want to exorcise the demons from your past
I want to satisfy the undisclosed desires in your heart

You trick your lovers
That you're wicked and divine
You may be a sinner
But your innocence is mine
Please me
Show me how it's done
Tease me

You are the one

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I'm back

Hey peeps, i'm gonna start blogging again..so yea...do drop by once in awhile aite?? I'm sorry for MIA-ing...i was too lazy to update my blog until my partner told me to update and since i have nothing much to do, why not right? =)

Promtay '09

This is our dance video..we were practicing for at least 3 hours a day...i miss meeting my frens and joking with them too...gah!! Feel so empty without promtay =( I MISS YOU B*TCHES!!!

-PROMTAY WAS A BLAST!!!!!-

Promtay is over and i'm glad to hear that all of you had so much fun in our party..well, at least all of our hard work pay off on that night. I'll never forget this part of my life.. *wink*

Cameron Highland

Sorry for not updating my blog..i was away to cameron..wee~ there's nth much there but i love the weather..it's cooling by day and it's freezing by night...i didn't know cameron can be that cold so i brought only shorts and not long pants..damn!! *sorry christine...i should hav listen to you* The sad thing bout cameron is..their strawberries are mostly sour!! Gah!!! I was expecting to hav strawberries for breakfast, lunch, dinner and supper...and there goes my sour strawberries!! Hmm..but i did try their strawberries ice cream..is kinda nice though...but not as good as the original...ne way..here's some few pics that i took for my 4 days 3 nights in cameron..hav fun =p

Me and my daddy..as you can see..one side of my eye is a bit cacat-ed..my eye was swollen at that time...

My gentleman setting up the fire for bbq^^
Carlsberg goes well for bbq...

and obviously, my sis will drink it first...

The apartment that we rent..

Sungei Palas Boh Tea Farm..u gotta come to this place..the view there is nice!!

Crazy cousin and my idiotic sister...

Their teh tarik is awesome!

This is the view from the cafe..

Broken String

Let me hold you

For the last time

It's the last chance to feel again

But you broke me

Now I can't feel anything

When I love you,

It's so untrue

I can't even convince myself

When I'm speaking,

It's the voice of someone else

Oh it tears me up

I try to hold on, but it hurts too much

I try to forgive, but it's not enough to make it all okay

You can't play on broken strings

You can't feel anything that your heart don't want to feel

I can't tell you something that ain't real

Oh the truth hurts

And lies worse

How can I give anymore

When I love you a little less than before

Oh what are we doing

We are turning into dust

Playing house in the ruins of us

Running back through the fire

When there's nothing left to save

It's like chasing the very last train when it's too late

Oh it tears me up

I try to hold on, but it hurts too much

I try to forgive, but it's not enough to make it all okay

By James Morrison & Nelly Furtado